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I Love Her So Much My Breath Becomes Ragged

her breath; her spirit are mine.

yesterday she told me she thinks she and her baby sister were twins and born at different times and I thought it was probably the truth as I feel as connected to her as a hand or a foot and I can see why she would think about these things.

Saturday, after spending forty minutes listening to her howl and sob; I wondered if she is having hormonal fluctuations, if she is being deliberately manipulative or if she was told exactly what she said and I need to go and flog someone for hurting her because she is and will always be my princess; my first.

I tell her every time I see her and she does not know.  She loves her sisters and she cannot understand my heart and may never.  Claiming she will never have children; I tell her that would be an okay decision in my book and I want to be around when she finishes college and starts to make those kinds of decisions.

Like me, she has allergies and I worry.  I do not want to sleep with her again for a while because it bothers me so.

Love hurts and hurts and hurts.


I Love You, Blogger of MinD

I wish you were my mate and we could

share all the words we dream

of each day and hear them from one who truly understands

and appreciates

and aggon-ates over words

and feelings about logi

and wants to urp it

and give it away

and then, I would know that

delicious time of two minds

as one

not exactly like love

but very close

so close in fact

it might be a higher good than love.

One no one could take or leave

come or go

a firm commitment

no matter what

to the page and the

lines written there indicating

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from Oregon, with love…

the ones to be written from my heart

through my blood pulsating

towards the neurons in the ends of

my fingertips as I like all those before

me try

to put into words

the pictures I see in my mind.  And, to know,

you are doing it, too, dear blogger.