I am angry with you right now
it is momentary
it will pass
it does mean I need to do things differently.
When you are saying ignorant things; I need to point it out
when it is about me.
I had a full life before you were born.
I had a life the entire time you were growing up of which you were only a peripheral part
and I have had a life since you left me.
Do not judge or I will scratch you.
It is coming I can tell.
There have been too many slights I did not address.
“She does not mean it”; I say.
“She does not understand”; I think
I do not care – I am going to clarify the boundaries between us
and push back. I know she will look and be startled; maybe, she will think before
words and attitudes start tripping over her tongue in the future.
I love you unabashedly with a depth you may never appreciate
until I leave this planet.
And, enough is enough. I want my independence back. I want to be free. I do not want to answer to you and your thoughts of me; expressed or unexpressed. I love you
and leave me alone.